July 2011
June 2011
Suffering the work week
still feeling generally crappy but suffering through work cause there’s too much needs doing. Hoping ill be well for the long weekend of fun that’s up ahead.
Ran out of episodes of Hoarders to watch
so Netflix recommended Obsessed which I liked but not as much. Then it made me watch Addicted and then Intervention and now I’m watching full-length documentaries on Meth and Heroin.
Hoarders is a gateway TV show.
I feel like crap.
still.
Got cute sandals with flowers on the toes.
Can’t wear them without thinking that maybe I shouldn’t give people the impression that there’s potting soil in-between my toes.
I hate Panera so much.
Why do I ever eat here? I’m eating a $9 salad for lunch while the wifi is so slow it seriously took me 20 minutes to connect to the internet. I checked my facebook on my phone while I waited since I won’t check it here on the wifi cause last time I did that someone hijacked my account probably with firesheep. It’s so crowded and theres a baby very literally screaming so loud that...
Late night antihistamine
Needed to take something so I can breathe so I can sleep. That can’t be good. See? Told you I wasn’t feeling well and it wasn’t a Comfest hangover.
I'm watching The Voice.
It started out good. They sing good too. Maybe its cause its more filler now since they’re whittling down the cast but now I think I hate them all. Every single one of ‘em across the board.
VALIENT THORRRRRR!!!!
Weird how I already had plans to go see ‘em 2 days later but it’s so freakin’ exciting for me that they’re coming to my town.
Just confirmed: Starwood Presents VALIENT THORR -...
In MY town! Columbus, Ohio! Just before the Pentagram dates.
I seriously did not even know that was in the works. I was just going on about them yesterday cause they’re awesome.
I'm not hungover.
I just feel like crap.
I blame it on The Scorpions.
My version of where Rock and Roll went wrong is similar to my hero, Valient Himself’s account which I posted yesterday. I don’t think he’s incorrect, but I think he forgot the good solid reason things went the way they did.
I’ve always blamed The Scorpions, who were a damn fine rock band back in their time. They wrote a beautiful ballad, because they could I guess…...
Cheese is still not lettuce.
This time I said “lettuce only, no cheese” and I got a cheeseburger.
The Windows shut down noise
makes my kitty think its time to eat. Must have turned off the computer and then fed him more times than I’d realized.
My boyfriend who isn't my boyfriend
has been demoted to My-X-boyfriend-who-isn’t-my-X-boyfriend after running into him this weekend and everything feeling very natural and right between us and still no love connection was made.
I have taken away his title in case I should need to bestow it upon some nice new fellow.
I also ran into a guy I’d forgotten was on my list of possible-next-boyfriends this afternoon....
Its bedtime.
I want to stay up late and eat fattening foods.
Tour: Pentagram, Valient Thorr, Jeff the...
metalplague:
Fucking Pentagram
tour dates: [www.metalplague.com]
It's also interesting to note
that he equates the demise of good music with shirt sleeves.
It all makes sense now.
The first time I saw Valient Thorr I loved them instantaneously and it changed my life forever. They just made perfect sense to me. I totally got what they were doing on the stage and loved it.
But when I found out that these guys had essentially sacrificed everything to tour constantly and play small clubs to anyone who’d come watch because they’d realized they’d rather do...
“It wasn’t because it was the 80’s, it was because they started...”
– Valient Himself
I love Valient Thorr.
The terrible hangover I woke up with
after two days of friends and beer and festivals and fair food, which I blamed on Labatt’s Blue, which is about my last choice of drink, it turns out might be an actual sickness coming on.
I should know for sure tomorrow.
Third year's the charm for Comfest.
First year I lived here I went with this one dude with social anxiety disorder who got flipped out cause there were too many people and we had to leave.
Second year I went with a brand new guy who spent what little time we were there trying to get me alone. While there was a festival going on.
This year I finally did it right. Went on my own and met up with people there. Drank beers out of a...
Woke up, had a bowl of cereal with the cats.
Think I’m gonna take a nap now.
I'm against ALL Marriage.
I can’t see any reason government needs to legislate love.
That's what married dudes do.
After two beers I confronted that guy who I don’t know at all, who looked me up on facebook and asked me out, and stood me up.
“You’re married right?”
“huh?”
“You’re married. Cause that’s a thing married guys do. They’re all into you but they chicken out before it actually goes anywhere cause they have a wife and they really only...
INDIAN →
The Band
I don’t love em but its Friday night and I go where the free Metal shows are when theres no parking for Comfest.
I'm bitchy.
My friends tell me Comfest parking is impossible.
They have cut their losses and gone to Carabar to see Indian.
I will follow suit.
I've never been stung by a bee.
I’m 43 years old. I’ve lived in fear for decades now knowing my time is long overdue.
Propolis →
Propolis is a resinous mixture that honey bees collect from tree buds, sap flows, or other botanical sources. It is used as a sealant for unwanted open spaces in the hive.
The 5 day allergy test has proven me to be allergic to this stuff and Cobalt. Don’t ask me why I had trouble convincing the doctor that this isn’t the source of my troubles, which if she’d looked in the...
This week sucked a lot.
I itched a lot, I barely slept, I got dirty and smelly from not washing longer than I think I probably have ever gone ever, I didn’t go anywhere or do anything fun for fear of sweating or getting otherwise wet, my knee turned black and blue and I had to get aggressive with a doctor just to get a medicated shampoo.
Glad that’s over.
I hate my doctor.
well I never see her, but the one I saw just now told me to keep doing what I’m doing.
I’m treating myself based on guesses, I told her and demanded she treat me for something already now dammit.
She informed me my appointment was for the allergy test and if I want to follow up on my condition ill need to make another appointment.
This is where I threw a fit.
They gave me a...
beeswax
Im mildly allergic to some waxy bee product. which makes no sense since burts bees stuff is amongst the things I used most successfully.
Plans for today
Go to work.
Consider alternate ways of making a living while in morning meeting.
Eat lunch at desk.
Use lunch hour to finally see doctor to show her proof I have no allergy and attempt to get her to treat me for the right thing this time.
Go back to work and stay late to make up any lost time.
Rush home, take longest bath ever.
Go to what’s left of Friday Night at Comfest.
Spend the...
I really really really really want to wash now.
I really really do.
If I won the lottery
I would still come back to work at least once to get the stuff out of my desk. Just cause you came into sudden money doesn’t mean you don’t want the stuff you already own.
